Well today was an extremely emotional day, once again I managed to get up and go to church which was nice to see everyone and get some welcome comments about my new appearance and some not so welcome.... New nicknames on the horizon! Also very difficult to have conversations when people take the constant mick out of every other word you mumble out! (Thanks Julie and Paul) he he luckily I have a warped sense of humour and would probably do it back to anyone of my close friends as well.
Anyway onto the emotional side of things my mummy has left! My decision I am a very independent person and like things just so... some people say stubborn and OCD I just say determined and tidy! However I have to admit this is tough work she did so much whilst she was here... thank you mummy! Now the washing pile is already getting taller, the washing up needs doing and to top it all I have no energy to do anything or eat anything so I am stuck in a vicious catch 22 cycle.
I hope this doesn't continue like this for next 4 weeks until I have to return to work as one how on earth am I going to do my job and 2. I am going to turn into some sort of demented hermit as my brain is already not functioning at it's full capacity forgetting simple things. I have no short term memory at the moment I forget everything somebody says to me within minutes, it's a horrible position to be in my mind.
The pain is settling but my jaw aches all day and my lips constantly tingle wish this sensation would just do one for a few seconds of my day.
Cannot wait to eat and have had lots of offers to take me out when I can so looks like I will be gaining a few stone post all this!
I'm afraid everything you have described is so similar to the first couple of months with a newborn. At least you'll know what to expect when you have the opportunity to procreate. I do remember it getting better- and you'll be eager for work again
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