Day 20 - Has it worked?

Well again a rubbish night sleep and then had no motivation to haul myself out of bed so it was lunch time before I got up dressed and had something to eat. I think the not feeling tired at night is because I am not tiring myself out during the day, I am use to doing a 13 hour shift at work with an hour drive there and back and then going to gym as well however now my day goes something like this:

09-12: Get up, shower and get dressed
12 - Lunch (soup)
Afternoon - Chores around house if have motivation, or jobs that need attending
Late afternoon - Try reading etc
Evening - Watch some TV
23:00 - Bed

As you can see totally unfulfilling and boring, but interestingly when you have nothing to do I seem to get a lot less done then when I live my normal busy lifestyle. Time just passes by.

One thing I noticed today, is my gum has started to show when I smile again, this is terrifying me because this is one of the main reasons I had this operation to stop this. I don't know why this is so, one theory is that the elastics have pulled my jaw down this was a risk which is why they don't put them straight on post surgery as the bone isn't healed maybe mine was healed enough 2 weeks after. I have ended up phoning the hospital and am currently awaiting a call back from the doctor just want to know whether I should take them off or not. Although if it has come down there would be no choice but to go back under the knife if I am not pleased. Ahhhhhhh. A lot to think about.

Anyway I will keep you updated with the plan.